it's wierd...i know he's gone, but itonly hits me here and there. it's hard because i won't be able to talkto him when i call or see him when i visit. it's sad because i neversaid goodbye...

now i understand the meaning of our Life in this World...

i've always lived my life through reality...didn't agree with thefantasy. i guess coz in this world we live in we need to protectourselves whether it be physically or emotionally. but now i get it. iget life on this world.

from knowing Erwin, he lived his life by having faith and having love.he was one of those people who would fall in love too fast, too soon.he could never be alone. now, that he's gone, i feel alone. i know he'sin a better place now living his life in heaven. but i can't help butthink about him here on earth. he was one of my bestest friends andsomewhere in our friendship there grew love. who knows i may have beenthe next girl, but i lived my life through reality and not throughfantasy.

i guess i'm trying to say is a fantasy might just be what was meant tobe. i won't lie, i did love E (i guess even more than i could everimagine) and could probably have learned to love him more. but god, haddifferent plans for us.

so what i leared from E is life on this world, is just to live thatfantasy life on this world. Live it with faith, love, and dreams!that's how Erwin did it and now he's in heaven where he's living thereal life.

2007 is to Live your life with Faith, Love, and Dreams...
no fear, no doubts, trust in God and live the life he has given you...

Thankyou E for being such a good friend and showing me the way...

I LOVE YOU!